Goth-Lolita

J.J.R.

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Jay's Story by Goth-Lolita, literature

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Jay's Story

Jay's Story by J.J.R. "Another late night on the net….?" a new AOL instant message screen popped up. It was her friend, May. Jay turned her attention to it and smiled, "of course… I only do nights because I'm a vampire!.." They both laughed and May sent her an invite to a chat. It happened very frequently so Jay didn't think anything of it. She clicked it, thinking it would turn into a character role play story that they usually created. Although upon arriving the guest list was strangely longer than usual and people were posting like crazy. She browsed the names, only finding one or two people that she knew. May introduced her to a few o

'Underground World' - part 3 - by Goth-Lolita, literature

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'Underground World' - part 3 -

Underground World - part 3 - "Jessikah, come with me." David spoke through Jessikah's door. She had refused to go with him. "I need you. You have a lot of power that needs to be controlled. This will benefit you also." Jessikah leaned against her apartment's door as he spoke her. Her glasses slid down her nose as she debated what he said. "I don't want to get hurt, David." "And I promise you won't. I won't hurt you." Jessikah pulled on her jacket and opened the door. "Thank you." Soon David had them walking down an empty street. The houses looked as if they were about to collapse. Jessikah again questioned David's sanity as he led t

'Underground World' - part 2 - by Goth-Lolita, literature

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'Underground World' - part 2 -

Underground World - part 2 - David sat at his usual table in the back of the smoke covered club. He twirled his drink on the table and looked up from his psychology term paper. As he glanced around the room, colors emitted from every human present. He shook his gaze and they went away. He had seen these for a while now and key that they were auras. His studies on this subject had begun about ten years ago, back in his sophomore year of high school. Ever since, he had been working on this skill and had finally reached a point where he could control it. The colors returned again as he stared at an auburn haired lanky girl with small rimme

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Cuts by Goth-Lolita, literature

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Cuts

The blood won't stop It won't reseal It's over this time It's time I'm done in It's only pain It won't go away It's over now It'll be over soon Why won't it stop? I only wanted to feel It's not what I wanted I really didn't mean this It's not going to stop It's all of this I don't want it to happen I need this to end I can't be done here I need to stop These cuts won't reseal

Coffin Door by Goth-Lolita, literature

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Coffin Door

All those times I say I hate you you think it's just a joke. So you play along and leave me left to choke "No, you love me" is all you say I just wish you'll burn in hell someday You touch me so much more now So many times I've to scream let's just take one more bow You broke my heart left in pieces on the floor Though in my end you'll be nailed on the coffin door.

My Say by Goth-Lolita, literature

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My Say

They say I'm not right. Not "normal" to them. I write on my own. My thoughts go out to them. Dedicating to those who feel a torture inside or a death approaching. They say that I'm gone. I feel I may need to go. Some things I think I don't want to know. So I write it out, for all to see. Then you may all evaluate me. I know I'm not alone. We've all felt this way. Only I am punished for what I've had to say.

'The Court' by J.J.R. by Goth-Lolita, literature

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'The Court' by J.J.R.

"The Court" "Just taste it," Xandi's voice was firm and as if this kind of thing occurred all the time. She held the glass towards Kailey's lips. Kailey looked at Xandi in confusion and then laughed. "You're very funny, Xandi. Wanting me to drink your blood...." Xandi's face stayed in its solemn state, but then decided to break into a laugh. "Oh, of course I didn't want you to drink it. Just a second let me get rid of this." Xandi then left the lunch table and walked to a tall black hared boy dressed in all black, like herself. Kailey saw them leave the cafeteria and decided to follow. "I knew she wasn't court material," the boy's voi

'Underground World' -part 1- by Goth-Lolita, literature

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'Underground World' -part 1-

"Underground World" by J.J.R. "You were brought into the underground world for a reason, Jessikah." David's words swept into her head and confused her stance on the world she knew. "What do you mean underground world?" "You can see them." He stared into her eyes, but looked beyond what he saw. "T-the colors..?" Jessikah stammered. She was nervous and confused as to how David had known she could see these imaginary things. "They really are there. You're not crazy," he managed a small laugh before continuing. "They are auras. Every living thing has one." As he spoke, thousands of questions flooded Jessikah's mind. "Why do I

'Underground World' -part 4- by Goth-Lolita, literature

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'Underground World' -part 4-

"Underground World" part 4 David's eyes scanned the room. There were two people hiding in the closet in the corner. His powers had grown so much in the amount of time he had spent with the government. He moved forward, never making a sound, as he had learned to mask his aura so no one would notice him. His hand gently touched the doorknob. One of the men in the troop division, still by the classroom doorway, shifted the gun in his hands. The others followed in suit. David knew his orders. Lead the troops to the enemy. As he stood in front of the door he could sense a familiarity with one of the auras. He perceived it to be f

'My Only One' by Goth-Lolita, literature

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'My Only One'

"My Only One" by J.J.R. "..You are my only one…" Nathan sang their song in her ear for the one hundred and eleventh time. She always had loved his voice. No one else was visible on the dance floor. Her eyes were closed and her body was gently enclosed by his arms. Soon the song ended and people made their way back onto the dance floor. She noticed his embrace slipping away. "Not yet, " she begged. Her voice was washed out by a thumping bass beat powering the dancers around her. Nathan's eyes stared into hers as he faded into the crowd. With her arm out stretched, as if she could bring him back to her, the DJ began a new song. "…s

Vampyric Preview.... by Goth-Lolita, literature

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Vampyric Preview....

A year ago, I was the most feared vampire in the world. Everything changed in one night and with one lowly creature. A witch. Her name was Leena Ridgewood. I had been tracking her for at least a month since she had moved into my territory. Little had I known she too had been tracking me. She was born into the Utena-witch bloodline. One of the more powerful witch bloodlines in history. A bloodline that I thought I had killed off. They had a way with the weather and healing spells. One of their more incredible abilities was they were able to control minds for small amounts of time. An ability that was brought in by vampyric blood. My sire's i

'Disquieted Requiem' by J.J.R. by Goth-Lolita, literature

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'Disquieted Requiem' by J.J.R.

"Serenity shall serenade me tonight," she spoke as she lit the purple stick. All the while she was aware that the bright screen in front of her flashed no new messages or any website. Soon the room would smell of burnt matches and cheap incense. Switching back and forth from the stream of smoke to the 'empty' monitor in front of her. "What the hell are you doing?" She had been outside enjoying the night air as the raindrops fell upon her face. Completely lost from all thoughts or feelings. Such meditation was disrupted by the voice of her angry father. "It's freaking twelve o'clock! Go to bed." He waited for her to walk back into the hous

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United States
Deviant for 20 years
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Current Residence: New York
Favourite genre of music: Rock, J-Rock, Metal, Punk, Dance, Techno,.. etc.....
MP3 player of choice: winamp
Favourite cartoon character: Johnny the Homocidal Maniac
Personal Quote: "...Everything happens for a reason..."

Favourite Visual Artist

Jhonen Vasquez, Neon Dragon, ... etc.

Favourite Movies

Labyrinth

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Rasputina, Dresden Dolls, Dir En Grey, David Bowie, Gorrilaz, A.P.C., etc....

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allan Poe, J.K. Rowlilng

Favourite Games

Katamari Damacy! lol

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2

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Art and Design, Music, Dance, Drama, Poetry, New Age Ideas, Wicca/Paganism

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Goth-Lolita

Sep 23, 2007

It's Alive!!!! AHHHH!

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oh btw... I think I might be back... lol I've regularly checked my DA for almost the whole week now... and I was inspired to write some more for The Underground World stories.... AND! my scanner is working again - life is good. Now all I need is some more time.. I'm in my junior year of college - not to mention a transfer student so I'm trying to learn all new people and places - and I'm working and dancing - making choreographies and learning more. but I've managed to read whatever messages I've had and respond to ones that seemed in need of response.... and I'm slowly trying to get through the over a thousand deviantions in my watch li

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Goth-Lolita

Aug 5, 2007

I'm 20 now! :p

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Sooooo I never ever come here..... anymore.. I logged on to find 40 messages.... and over a thousand devinations waitting for me.... I browsed the messages.... and I've gotten down to about 900 devs. Sooooo much. I haven't actually put many pens to paper lately.... I've been doing a bit of pixel art stuff.... which you can check out on my doll site... (link is located down in my info stuff) I'm on vacation from work! (HUZZAH!!) and I'm going to be camping soon... can't wait! Any who..... lately my life has consisted of trying to get my college papers in so I can attend this fall... :p   and work.... and some belly dance...

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Goth-Lolita

Jan 7, 2007

Rawr - i'm here!

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So... I haven't updated in a while.... I've been updating my pixel art site more lately..... well... more than usual. ha ha. Work sucks... of course..... And No Dance Classes Since like two weeks before Christmas!!! I'M GOING NUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ha ha Anyways.... I burned my arm at work today... not horribly... but enough that it might blister and fun times...... >_< I'm going to upload two new pixel art stuffs.... soon.... So be ready for that... I just hate having to make preview files for them..... *dies* If I haven't commented on your stuff in forever... I'm sorry... I just never come here anymore..... Right now I'm going through